senior year

5 more months and we all part....the people who have who have shown me my identity, raised me to be myself, shown me the place we ALL hold in each other's life....learning the meaning and depth of relationships...learning, learning, and learning...through the smiles, the cries, the pain, the love, and the belief in each other........ this has been a really bad year for everyone...hearts hurt, mistakes made, friendships deteriorating, trusts broken, relationships changed, and truths revealed.... i wonder if everyone's senior year sucks! :(

i feel sad for those who have lost so much energy, faith, hope, and optimism because of everything that's happened.. i guess this is an important phase in our lives. it's not until now that i've truly realized that it was never about me... it was always about us. us, all the people around me that i care about....a person is not whole w/o his/her family and friends...everything is so interconnected....it's like what we learned in Hinduism class...

i don't know where we will be 5 months from now....but i do know that we are all so deeply connected that nothing can or will ever separate us... no physical barriers, no fights, and no differences... we're forever together.. these 4 years have carved out in our lives an important chapter that have been etched into our memories... not through just picures and quotes, but through laughter and tears, through those things that are not there physically, but will always be there in great spirit...

i want to make a wish for the coming new year... that starting jan 1, 2009, i wish that God brings so much happiness, love, and hope back into everyone's lives.... i wish for the best senior year ever.