Even though good things are happening, something's still holding me back. It's almost too good to be true. I'm just drowning in some weird paranoia :-( .. just have a feeling that something will give me a really hard time when it gets closer to that time.
What should I do? I wish I could plan it all and the future would just follow my plans. I guess there really isn't a choice. No matter how much I plan or try for things to work, I'll just have to prepare for these spontaneous battles, if I really want to make this happen.
I hope I make it through!!
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