Jessica: shocked
Jessica: wants Justice
Jessica: just realized that there is no justice, and good intentions fail, and wrong people win.
Jessica: questions Karma...
Song in my head: Khoon Chala (Rang De Basanti)
The last bit of our year, and the pain penetrates deeper than any emotion I've ever felt. It's true what people say, time doesn't wait for anyone. I wanted to go back to my post about heroes of justice. I wanted to also go back to my previous post about revelations. I come across yet another revelation.
We feel defeated. Tired of fighting, tired of fighting for what's right, tired of fighting for morals, tired of asking for justice... tired of living in a world where no authority has authority and the only ones who win are those who aren't just, who are wrong, and who are selfish. If winning is for selfish people, I don't ever want to be so ambitious in my life.
I thought justice alone is its own supporter, it's own reality, its own strength, and its own proof. I refuse to sit back and believe that justice loses. I refuse to believe that fighters of justice can lose.
What happened in the past few months, the realization that took place in the few hours of that Saturday afternoon, nothing can be replaced, forgotten. Nothing can be understood...I know time will make it all better. But will it really?
Was this all that was to be learned from this? Our trust in justice, in the good, is it to be lost?
Time is the only resolution?
I wish I could take away all this pain for us and drink it like the poison Shivji drank. I wish I could really be the change I want to see in this world.
Song in my head: Roobaroo (Rang De Basanti)
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